Hondras’s Blog

I’m a quite shy kind of boy but for some reason when I cum I’m totally loud. It was hard as a teenager when I would masturbate because I would yell so loud when I came. My mother thought I was having nightmares. At least that’s what I told her. Then I learned to have a pillow nearby so nobody could hear. But sometimes it can be really hot. If noise isn’t an issue and then when I come I just yell so loud that it’s a real turn on for the guy I’m with.

Most men I have met, love that I scream so loud when I cum. Probably because they have such large egos that they think it’s because they are so hot that I cum so loud. But I’m always like that. It’s hard though, when it’s late at night and I don’t want to disturb the neighbors, so I try to cum more quietly but I just can’t. I actually get even more turned on when the guy who’s fucking me covers my mouth while I start to scream and I orgasm. He’s fucking the shit out me, then I start to yell and he covers my mouth hard while he cums inside me. Having that man on top of me while my mouth is covered is just so fucking hot.

I can’t remember the last time I went on a date. Guys don’t really date anymore they just hook up. I love sex and the random hook up can totally fun but I would love for some guy to take me out on a real date where we can have dinner and talk and then see what happens. I’m a cute boy so I think I should be wined and dined.

I guess it’s because working in the porn world you have sex all the time ,so now I want a little romance in my life. I hope I meet some hot older muscular guy with a brain in his head. I’m very young and still a little naive so I think I could benefit from an older successful guy who can give some good advice. And, give me a good……well you know, give me an awesome fuck, after I suck his cock dry. Let’s hope I meet him.

It’s every young gay boy’s dilemma. To swallow or not to swallow.

I love to suck cock. I just really get into getting on my knees and taking some hot guy’s big juicy cock and taking it in my mouth. I can suck cock for hours. It gives me a lot of pleasure to swallow whole, a nice cock and make it hard. So since I’m so into giving pleasure, the ultimate for me, is having a hot stud cum in my mouth. I really love feeling that hot explosion of man juice, bursting into my mouth and then for swallwing it and knowing I have his jizz in me, makes me cum really hard. I’m like a suckaholic. I can never get enough of a man’s cock and juice in my mouth.

So since I love to swallow it makes me very popular, because not every gay boy likes to swallow it. But for me it is the ultimate sexual experience.

Since I’m new to porn and I lead a somewhat closeted existence I didn’t think anyone I knew would find out that I’m making porn. But it’s in fact a small world so it’s hard to keep things secret. It turns out I have a gay cousin who I didn’t know was gay. We were at a family wedding recently and he comes up to me when I’m alone and says “So I seee you like to suck cock on camera” I guess he saw one of my movies. He admitted he had and even though he’s married with kids it turns out he likes to suck dick as well so we agreed to keep the others secrets. Then we went to the bathroom, locked the door and we sucked each other off, then he gave me an amazing fuck while the whole reception thing was going on. We were both pretty drunk at that point but it was hot. After all it’s all in the family. Hehe.

As I said before I’m the shy type so writing this blog is difficult for me. I’m not as bright as Joseph or full of stories like Ricky, so today I’m not sure what to write about. I keep my thoughts private and when we’re filming a porn scene I pretty much stay to myself. I suppose I should learn to be more outgoing but I’m only uninhibited when the camera’s rolling. It’s strange that once that camera goes on I’m no longer shy. Having sex on camera is very easy for me. Maybe because I feel protected by the camera in some weird way. But it’s bizarre that it’s hard for me to talk to someone at a party but I have no trouble sucking some guy’s cock in front of a lot of people. And I can’t wait to get fucked on camera. I think it’s coming soon. I’ll let you know.

Being that I’m sort of what, one would call – the petite type, I tend to be attracted to large beefy men. The bigger the better. And I just don’t mean the size of their dicks (although that’s totally important) my ideal guy is over six feet tall with large shoulders and a huge chest. Love the big pec thing and I love a hairy chest. I want a real man who’s going to totally dominate me.

I love feeling a large masculine man on top of me, the feeling of his hairy chest rubbing against my smooth young body, sends me shivers. Since all of or porn actors are young, I don’t get to experience that on camera. But in my personal life that’s what I fantasize about. A tall masculine, muscular man and I mean MAN who’ll pound my young ass for hours on end and I’ll service his big thick cock for a long time. I’m hard just thinking about it, so I think I’ll go jerk off now.

Because I’m shy it’s sometimes hard, to …… well – get hard. When filming a sex scene. We don’t use fluffers, it has to be the real deal, which is why our movies have such hot sex. It’s easy to get hard when you’re with someone else but doing a solo video can be difficult. You have to get hard and sustain that erection for a long time. So you have to think about things that get you excited. I just think about getting fucked from behind by a large man with a nine inch penis. He pounds me hard from behind and splits my hot tight young ass in two. The pain is incredibly intense but I’m so turned on by his cock ramming my ass. So next time you see me in a solo video you will know what I’m thinking about.

I must admit I’m still new to this porn world so I still have a lot to learn. I’m excited, intrigued but a little scared of the whole thing. It’s just that I’m a little shy.

I love doing solo work on camera, that’s easy because I can just be in my own little masturbatory world. I love playing with myself. But having sex with someone else is a little scary. I just need the right top guy to make it easy for me. I hope I get to do a scene with a top who knows what he’s doing, who’ll just take my almost virgin ass and give me a great pounding. I’ll let you know if I find one in the next post.

So how did I lose my virginity. Well it wasn’t too long ago. I was a bit of a late bloomer. Being kind of shy it was hard for me in High school to be sexually adventurous. I knew I was attracted to men and I longed to be fucked and to suck a really hot man but I was very much trapped in my awkward shy shell. It was very frustrating to be a horny young teenager and be a virgin. I was dying to have sex but I just couldn’t make the first move.

Finally the summer after High School I lost my virginity. I went to party that my older brother took me too. I didn’t know anyone and they were all friends of my brothers and they were all straight. At least thought they all were. This very cute hot guy started talking to me. He said, “You are Mark’s younger brother aren’t you.” I said yes and then we proceeded to talk and drink for what seemed a long time. He kept giving me beers and I kept drinking them. I started to get pretty drunk. I thought he was hot, he had strawberry blond hair, blue eyes and was in great shape but I didn’t think he was flirting with me. I just assumed he was a straight friend of my brother’s.

Hours go by and we are still drinking and talking. My brother left me there so I had no way to get home. He said he would take me home. So we get in his car and after awhile he pulls over near some woods. We stop and stare at each other. Then we start kissing madly. I’d never kissed a man before but it felt great. Then he unbuttoned my fly pulled my pants down and started sucking me off in the car. I was in ecstasy. He’s just sucking away. Then he motions to get out of the car. We go over to a tree and he pulls down his pants and puts my head in front of his hard dick. I put it in my mouth. I gag. I try again and then I start to get into sucking him. It felt weird at first but then I got into it. Then he stands me up and turns me around. He slowly puts hid dick into my tight virgin ass. I scream in pain and say NO. But he puts it in again and tells me to relax. He rams his cock in my then fucks me while I am in so much pain. I protest but he keeps fucking me saying “You will like this boy.” And I did. After awhile it started the feel so good. The combination of pain and pleasure was exquisite. He fucks me a long time then he pulls out and he cums all over my back. He jacks me off until I explode with the biggest orgasm that shoots all over his face. We kiss and get dressed and he takes me home.

And that is how lost my virginity.

Hi all you horny men out there. My name is HONDRAS that’s Hondras not Honduras. I’m a porn actor not a country in Central America. Although like a country in Central America I have a long narrow canal that likes big ….. things.

Anyway, I’m kind of new to the whole porn thing. I starred in “Street Boys: My First Time” and it was a great experience. I’m not as experienced as Ricky or Ben yet I’m learning the ropes – slowly and diligently. Even though I’d much rather be tied up by ropes. I’m a little shy, so it was tough form me, at first, to perform naked on camera. But I had such a great experience making “Street Boys” that I wanted to make more. I have done a lot of solo shots so I’m ready for some great one on one action, but I still haven’t decided if I’m a top or btm. I admire Ricky because he knows he’s a total bottom and just loves it. But I’ll learn. Let you know in the next post what happens.

Hondras