Hondras’s Blog

I want to go to a sex party, I’ve never been to one and now I’m very curious. I’m still young and a little naive even though I work in Porn. Interesting huh? But I have these fantasies of going to a sex party and sucking lots and lots of big manly cocks. I would love to get on my knees and have guys come up to me one at a time and then I go down on their cocks and swallow their manly loads. Then I want to make out with a really hot guy while another guy takes his cock and fucks me from behind while all the other guys watch me.

Then I want to get fucked by two guys at the same time. I just saw that in a porn film and the idea of two cocks penetrating my hole at once is really really hot. I want to feel both of them rubbing up against each other while they pump my hole.

The problem is that I’m a little scared to act out on these fantasies. I have no trouble having sex on camera but the idea of having sex in front of all those people terrifies me. I know it doesn’t make any sense but it does when you realize just how shy I really am in front of people. And yes I’m a total sex crazed boy whore.

That’s why doing porn on camera works for me because I get to be a whore but in an intimate setting. The camera doesn’t intimidate me. But people especially hot guys do. Well hopefully I will get the nerve up to go to a sex party.

I’m so excited about my next movie scene in Keith’s next film. I have a bigger part this time and I get a guy with a bigger dick. He’s so hot and I have seen his cock before, so I can’t wait to have it fucking me in our big scene. I’m such a size queen but I have learned that I need a really big, thick cock in me to satisfy. It’s going to be a prison scenario and I’ll be tied up in a dark cell and he’s going to totally abuse me and fuck me, while I’m chained to the wall. I’ll be wearing a harness and nothing else.

I have always had sexual fantasies like that, about being chained to a wall while some big muscle guy makes me do his bidding. I can’t wait to be on me knees sucking his huge manly cock then I’ll get on all fours and he’ll fuck the shit out of me while he slaps me around. Then all these other guys will come into the cell and it is going to be one giant gang bang. I’m such an insatiable bottom that I’ll be so ecstatic to have all those big cocks fucking my sweet boy pussy. I can’t wait to start filming this scene.